love mail 💕
a warm 'happy birthday' specifically dedicated to my best girl, ayase eli💙 first of all, my deepest apologies for even disliking you at first. your strict personality and stubbornness drove me away from you. the fact, after all this time, my stubbornness is at the exact same level as yours, im strict, and cold in front of others that havent known me yet. i wasnt attracted to school idols at first, so i could understand your feelings against honoka's idea. time passed, my feelings towards you have grown a lot since then. how doltish am i to even despise a person whom i actually could look up to and relatable to my own self?
eli, you have been there for me in my ups and downs, literally every seconds of my life. i specifically remember about the scene where you have 2 different personalities. i truly am understand when you're trying to hide your weaknesses. i'm also hesitant, indecisive, and feel like im always crying. i know, our past was count as dreadful, which we must hide our feelings by time to time. but when i see that you could escape from your past, even though we can't change it, you motivate me to escape it as well! my close friends have seen me in my most embarrassing moments indeed. it's so joyful how you got amazing friends on μ's , it lightens up my mood!
you're such a big inspirational to me. so prepossessing, a hardworker, diligent, and talented person, i actually admire everything about you. everytime im about to give up, you always encourage me. i speak to myself "no, eli wouldn't do this. she always gives her hardest, which makes me have to do the same to catch up with her." academic matters, sports, nor everything, you save me everytime. i survived without getting too tired at my running exam before i graduate bcs you came for me with an astonishing soothing voice which made me teared up a bit. i could still study diligently bcs i want to be as smart as you. i wonder, could i catch up to you who's literally above me in everything? even though it's still a mystery to me, i have countless amount of adoration to you!
we share same fears over dark, chocolate as our favorite food, ice blue as our favorite colour, and basically a lot more. i feel like our connection is that different than the others. a lot has happened in a year for us. having a closer connection to you is tremendously elated to me. i wish nothing but the best, and our bond will be closer by time to time. i'm grateful that i got to know you. you're such a big existence in my heart. i tremendously love you eli, even words can't describe how much my love towards you, literally from every fibre of my being! once again, happiest birthday, my biggest comfort character, my superlative princess🖤
lots of love, edeline
