Hi! It's Chi! 😊 I got into Love live back into 2014. I saw a post on Facebook about the worldwide release. I thought the art style looked so cute, I had to try it. I have bad social anxiety. It was always hard for me to make friends. No matter how hard I tried, I always felt lonely. I always was the third wheel, the one always forgotten. Playing llsif, helped me with my loneliness. Whenever no one would talk to me at school I would play llsif. The only "friends" I had ended up really hurting me emotionally. To the point of almost taking my life. I guess since I'm too kind, I'm easy to manipulate. I felt this game was my only friend. I know it's really sad and pathetic. The only reason I didn't go through with it was because of my mom. I couldn't bear seeing her cry, I love her too much. I spent most of my days playing llsif, listening to the songs and watching the anime. It was the only thing I looked forward to. I was so depressed even my own birthday or Christmas didn't feel great or exiting. I'm a lot better now after graduating high school. I still don't have many friends but that's okay to me. None of them are in my age group but that's okay too. (I think my mom is the youngest out of my friends besides myself.) I'm still very into Love live. I still play. I have cosplayed a few times as Honoka. I love Honoka so much. For her enthusiasm, strength, and determination. Even though she's not a real person, I look up to her. I'd like to be more like Honoka in the future. She's a good leader. I also say Ruby's catchphrase a lot to boost myself up. I hope to make some new friends here with the same love and passion for Love Live. Today I mostly spend my time drawing. Another passion of mine. I'd like to consider myself an artist. Hopefully one day I'll make a living out of it. Frequently I put both my passions together in making fan art. Love live has so many great characters and outfits, it can be hard to choose what to draw next. I love this fandom so much. It has helped me get through some of the worst times of my life. Sorry this is so long, I hope nothing is confusing. If you have any questions I'm open to answer any of them. 😊 I hope I can start some new friendships here. It's nice to meet everybody. I hope everybody has a great day and remember to do your Rubesty! 🍭💕