Man, I don't even know where to start with this game, but I think I enjoy talking about the beginning and my introduction to it all the most. It was when I was just getting into anime in late 2017, I think all I had seen at the time was Hinako Note and Lucky Star. One of my friends from school caught wind of my newly found interest in the medium, and recommended that I try Love Live, and play the gacha game if I ended up liking it. I scoffed at the idea at first, thinking "Yeah, sure. I'm never gonna play some stupid gacha game based on an anime. Keep it in your dreams." Well, low and behold, who could've guessed that the show would end up being an extremely important work to me and who I am as a person, still staying with me to this day nearly 6 years later. Upon finishing SIP, I was simultaneously lifted out of a dark place in my life due to how special the show was, but also thrust into another one as realizing I had seen the journey through to it's end left a gaping hole in my heart. The content I was left with going forward was limited to Sunshine, and SIF. I would go on to watch sunshine while s2 was airing, and while not as special to me as SIP, was still something I consider beloved to this day, and fueled my fire to get into this fandom more. After laughing the idea off previously, I would finally decide to get into SIF on a whim, as I was previously interested in rhythm games already, and needed more of these characters or just the franchise in general to fill the gap in my heart. One of my mutual friends through the one who initially got me into the series made me a bet that I couldn't FC Bokura no LIVE Kimi to no LIFE Expert difficulty within a week of starting the game, and I think that is what initially fueled me to play the game as much as I did and improve a ton. I ended up winning the bet, so he bought me a Snow Halation Nozomi figurine, which was my first figure ever that I still hold dear to this day, and from then on out I was obsessed with doing whatever I could in the game for essentially the rest of my high school days. Whether it be grinding events, the joy of finally fcing certain master songs that took ages (Damn you, NicoPuri!!), or finally getting URs that I had dreamed of owning forever (Casino Nozomi my beloved) the range of emotions that this game has brought me over the years has been something I wouldn't trade for anything. Unfortunately, I feel as though I started taking it for granted around the time I graduated HS, and ended up hardly playing it from 2020-2022, which is something I can't express how much I regret now. I finally started playing it some more in the early days of 2023, just to end up hearing that the game will end service in the coming months, and it absolutely broke my heart. I played it as much as I could for a large part of the month of March, but it just wasn't enough to make up for the years gone by where I felt like I was past it. Inevitably the day of March 31st would come, and as the final clock was ticking down, I would boot up BokuHika one last time, one single minute before the service would end, determined to see it through on this final farewell (Recorded it as well, to mark the end of an era - https://youtu.be/D5YtvzFIQIQ). Mid-song, the tears just started flowing as suddenly as the realization of what this all meant dawned on me. That this would be the final time I could access this game that essentially changed and shaped a huge part of my life, and the thought of it being gone just broke me. All I was left with were the reassuring lyrics of BokuHika, to finalize this incredible, special journey.
小鳥の翼がついに大きくなって (The small bird's wings have finally grown large)
旅立ちの日だよ (It's a day of departure)
遠くへと広がる海の色暖かく (The widening sea's warm color beckons from afar)
夢の中で描いた絵のようなんだ切なくて (It's painful, like a picture drawn within a dream)
時をまきもどしてみるかい? (Would you like to try winding back time?)
No no no いまが最高! (No no no, right now is the greatest!)
だってだって、いまが最高! (After all, after all, this moment is the greatest!)
Thank you for everything, School Idol Festival. I'll never forget the impact you've had on my life.
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